3:18 AM

I went to bed about 11 last night and woke up 3 times before 3AM...and then 3:18AM hit...the worst night of my life. I was awake for over an hour....rolling around bed in pain...nothing helped. I hurt...I am tired...and I am NOT going into the office today. It is nights/days like this where I think I am okay making the decision I have to make...but can I really make it?!